Well, well...here starts a new chapter in my life. The part in my life when I decide to share my diary with the world. I often feel like my life could be a great lifetime movie. The ones that are a mixture of a comedy, action, chick flick, and one of those romances that seems so up and down you don't know whether to cry or smile. Does anyone else feel like that?
I know I can't be the only one, but when all of your best friends have wonderful relationships, it gets to be a challenge to just keep a smile on for them. I guess I was just spoiled when I had my long-term relationship. I miss it but then again I love living the single life. Where is the best of both worlds? Recently, I gave up thinking about my former boyfriend. It actually wasn't near as hard as I thought it would be, but then he texted me randomly and of course was really nice. I don't feel anything anymore, I just question if we can ever really be friends again like we used to be.
I have been looking forward to meeting that nice guy, who doesn't act like he is the greatest in the world. I would definitely rather have that guy with less confidence and a better personality, than that hot guy who has zero substance...I just don't know when that guy will come around.
Anybody else in this boat?
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